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Saturday, March 27, 2010 !@#$% 11:42 PM
All along I wanted revenge for something. But right now, After going to Church I realized how tired I am and how forgiving just seems like the best way out. Safe and sound, Anyways. He asked me to go out later. Going to meet him. Wonder what will happen. I can't help but feel that forgiving is not just only a easy solution its probably for the best. Its like so what if I manage to get revenge it makes no difference + I'm like so tired from everything. And I realized that somehow people whom knew me knew that I was living in pain. And their praying for me. For the best to shine in me so I guess all I can do is really try my hardest and make it up to them. Shall update later? Once again, Much loves, X. P.s. I don't want to fight, I don't want to contemplate on the past. I promise to move on. I promise I will over come my fears and stresses. I promise to change. I promise to belong to you my father. So use my wisely. I promise to believe in everyone till they manipulate me.. until that day comes. I shall believe and I will keep these promises. |
